Shrinking Natalie

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It's Poll Time

Posted at 02:39 PM on June 22, 2009

I have been slacking on the job, and have not changed up the poll in awhile. My apologies!


The results from the last poll, what is your favorite summer fruit, are:

  1. Watermelon (24 votes, 39%) - I love mine with salt! Which I thought was normal (because my whole family eats them with salt) until friends pointed out I was an odd duck.
  2. Strawberries (19 votes, 31%)
  3. Raspberries (4 votes, 6%)
  4. Cantaloupe (3 votes, 5%)
  5. Blackberries (2 votes, 3%)
  6. Cherries (2 votes, 3%)
  7. Honeydew Melon (2 votes, 3%)
  8. Mangoes (2 votes, 3%)
  9. Peaches (2 votes, 3%)
  10. Nectarines (1 vote, 2%)
  11. Other (1 vote, 2%)
  12. Sadly, grapes and plums got no love.

Now, for a slightly more serious poll. My mother asked me recently if I regretted being obese, and the first answer that sprung to my lips was "no" - which surprised the hell out of me. If I had never been overweight, I would never have traveled this journey. Maybe I wouldn't feel as confident as I do now. I probably wouldn't be as sensitive to other people's struggles with all kinds of addictions, not just food. And I know for a fact that I would not be grateful for my healthy and strong body. Finally, I have often talked about my emotional eating and addiction to food. I believe if it wasn't food, I would have been addicted to something else (alcoholism, drug, and gambling addictions all run in the family). Perhaps food is the lesser of the addiction evils that I could have been dealt.


So, what is your response to my mother's question? Do you regret being unhealthy?


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4 Comments

Reply Lindsay.O'Brien
04:02 PM on June 22, 2009
To be honest it isn't something I've really cared enough about to regret. I'm happy to be where I am right now and when I was heavier I was at a darker place in life and I don't really care to dwell much on it. I suppose I just wish I would have looked better in pictures and maybe the fact that I wouldn't have had to work so hard to look somewhat like I used to...but I can't say regret is really the word for how I feel.
Reply Kristina
04:58 PM on June 22, 2009
I think that my answer to this is going to continue to change on my journey. Right now my answer is YES - I totally regret being obese. That's because I'm still at the beginning of my journey and have so much hard work left to do and I am still angry at myself for becomming obese. I would like to answer this again in a year. By then I should be well into maintenance and able to look at the journey differently.

Thanks for the poll question - it isn't something I've thought about, but should really think on that.
shrinkingnatalie
Reply shrinkingnatalie
10:08 AM on June 23, 2009
Thank you for your very honest answers!
Reply Susan
09:34 AM on June 24, 2009
I don't at all lament the 10ish pounds that I'm overweight now. I'm happy and healthy and fit. If I never lose another ounce, I'll still know that I'm in good shape. I do occassionally look back with regret to highschool Susan who was very overweight and super self-conscious about it. I just wonder how I would be different if *she* had been different